At some or the other time, in every person’s life, one comes across the strong wish to die. We all have felt suicidal, if not yet, we will some day. This is a human tendency to think of ending up our roads with a big red sign, so abruptly. Many of us ponder upon the thought and probably get out of it, sooner or later. Some of us, who do not, are those who are no more.

It feels hard to accept the fact that someone killed themselves. Being younger, I never understood the concept of “suicide”. I realized I was brought up strong. But still later, there were moments when I completely lost hope, felt so alone and wanted to just stop the pain. The only way out was to die. It happens out of stress, pressure and most of all, desperation. It looked like the end of life and i wanted the end to come near soon. This feeling is the most awful, sickening and one of its kinds. It makes you cringe, flinch, your eyes shut close and tears still flowing out. It makes you want to scream, and you do, silently. The desperation of getting it all out of you. Wanting to talk to someone who would make you change your mind, but you find yourself alone in the dark. Crying and hurting so bad it feels you will never be happy again. It does not matter to cause yourself more pain and hurt yourself to death.

It takes immense courage to get out of such a phase. If you ever did, bring up your right arm ahead of you and pat your backs. Getting out of this kind of an emotion is a feat in itself. There have been hundreds and hundreds of surprising suicide cases all around. All saddening and depressing.

I won’t write the clichéd, “caring for others” kind of an article ahead. This is what it actually should be.

What we don’t realize, when we attempt to die, is that once we are dead, the dreams we had are also killed. Even if someone fulfills your dreams after you are gone, you won’t be there to cherish it.

What we don’t understand is that this life as a whole, natural phenomenon even is not enough for us. For all the things we could do, for all the other possibilities.

Killing yourself is something weak people do. Loneliness should not be a reason. You should always know how to be content with your own being.

Everybody deserves to have a personality once we grow up, killing yourself is injustice to your future.

It is injustice to the nature of life on earth. It is against all spiritual, emotional or mental rules.

You are put through pain to get stronger, not to give up.

You are hurt so that you know your mistake.

You have fallen down, to get up, brush yourself, and walk ahead.

Not to lie there in an unending slumber…

Not enough inspiration? Read on… 

A true description of the feeling that makes you feel UN-alone.


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16 thoughts on “HOPE TO DIE

  1. perfectionhasapriceblog says:

    wow i love this. there is hope, genuinity (is that a word?), truth and beauty in this.

    “What we don’t realize, when we attempt to die, is that once we are dead, the dreams we had are also killed. Even if someone fulfills your dreams after you are gone, you won’t be there to cherish it.” this line hit me in the feels, so hard.

    the world needs you ❤ like you said, it is an injustice to the earth (love that line too)

    much love ❤

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  2. Thehungryballer says:

    Apt ! And extremely helpful…. Very recently I underwent a similar phase and God only knows how did I ever cruise through it
    Thank you for this motivating post !

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  3. Cezane & Michelle says:

    This was a really nice post. I thought about writing something similar once but i dont think i can say it better than you have! – Cezane

    Liked by 1 person

  4. kashafS says:

    Thanks for all the sweet appreciations! It feels good have found more people here! It was great reading through your blog too!

    Liked by 1 person

  5. Cezane & Michelle says:

    I also threw a pingback at your award nomination, i hope it worked and i hope you liked the words we spoke truthyfully about your blog.. – Cezane

    Liked by 1 person

  6. kashafS says:

    Liked? I loved it! Also, do tell me how you made it to a 1000 followers in just two months!! amazing !! Congratulations and much love,
    KashafS ❤

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  7. Cezane & Michelle says:

    Thanks!. Yes we will be in touch with you shortly as well. And my heart tells me your blog shall surpass many that are around. It is just a matter of time. The instinctive feelings that i carry with me which come from my heart are never wrong 😉 – Cezane

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